Good bye 2007, i know that it's a bit too soon, but i can't wait to let you go, although i know that i'm going to age a year older in four months, i just want to let you know that i can't wait to get out of this nonsense that i'm in, so please pass by as quickly as possible!
~ Love,
nuTt
Friday, December 28, 2007
The Dictionary
Here are the words of the day..
Irony
Surprise
Deliberate
Basilisk
Notebook
Arrogance
Stubborn
Ego
Stealth
Shut
Mystery
Cold
Empty
Irony
Surprise
Deliberate
Basilisk
Notebook
Arrogance
Stubborn
Ego
Stealth
Shut
Mystery
Cold
Empty
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
heeee
i hate to say that i told you so!
darn it... i am full of sarcasm and i'm scaring other people off! ahahaha.. it was a beautiful hot day today.. a bit windy and christmas visiting was super COOL! we started out visit at esther's and her eyeball biscuits are to die for! and then we went off to gwen's which is a tradition to us girls... since we were like wat... 15.. and then we went off straight to helong's and me, angie and zsa zsa was so tired that we came up to her room and lie down there for a moment.... and then we went to jojo's friend's house, deborah's somewhere in kesuma and the house was like.... WHOA...... i want a house like that... ahahahha... i seriously dunno wat else to say right now... can't stop being annoying.. hee hee.. merry x-mas and a happy tahun baru!
darn it... i am full of sarcasm and i'm scaring other people off! ahahaha.. it was a beautiful hot day today.. a bit windy and christmas visiting was super COOL! we started out visit at esther's and her eyeball biscuits are to die for! and then we went off to gwen's which is a tradition to us girls... since we were like wat... 15.. and then we went off straight to helong's and me, angie and zsa zsa was so tired that we came up to her room and lie down there for a moment.... and then we went to jojo's friend's house, deborah's somewhere in kesuma and the house was like.... WHOA...... i want a house like that... ahahahha... i seriously dunno wat else to say right now... can't stop being annoying.. hee hee.. merry x-mas and a happy tahun baru!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007
Friday, December 07, 2007
Iron Man...
Has he lost his mind?
Can he see or is he blind?
Can he walk at all,
Or if he moves will he fall?
Is he alive or dead?
Has he thoughts within his head?
We'll just pass him there
why should we even care?
He was turned to steel
in the great magnetic field
When he travelled time
for the future of mankind
Now the time is herefor Iron
Man to spread fear
Vengeance from the grave
Kills the people he once saved
Nobody wants him
He just stares at the world
Planning his vengeance
that he will soon unfurl
Nobody wants him
They just turn their heads
Nobody helps him
Now he has his revenge
Heavy boots of lead
fills his victims full of dread
Running as fast as they can
Iron Man lives again!
i want to watch the MOVIE!!!!!
Can he see or is he blind?
Can he walk at all,
Or if he moves will he fall?
Is he alive or dead?
Has he thoughts within his head?
We'll just pass him there
why should we even care?
He was turned to steel
in the great magnetic field
When he travelled time
for the future of mankind
Now the time is herefor Iron
Man to spread fear
Vengeance from the grave
Kills the people he once saved
Nobody wants him
He just stares at the world
Planning his vengeance
that he will soon unfurl
Nobody wants him
They just turn their heads
Nobody helps him
Now he has his revenge
Heavy boots of lead
fills his victims full of dread
Running as fast as they can
Iron Man lives again!
i want to watch the MOVIE!!!!!
GET WELL SOON!
Helongy Baby, i love you... you've been working extra hard and had been partying at just about the same rate... get well soon. LOVE YOU! muax.
still thinking... again and again...
a friend of mine just told me that she's isoloating herself from people for now. i think i'd want to do that too. i'd just need a few close friends around me. my my family and my boyfriend, of course. i'm so sorry if i've been mean to anyone of you that i don't think i want to care much about. even if i dislike you, it doesn't mean that i hate you to death, and probably one day we'd find similarities between the two of us and we'd be friends, maybe. but right now, i'd have to be straight and honest. i cannot like the people i do not like. i am mean. i can be shallow at times, but i'd never have the intention to hurt anyone at all. straight from my heart. i just can't afford for anyone to hurt me, because i am awfully sensitive. but i'll always respect you. i promise. i have hurt feelings of others too. and undeniably, i have bitched about people too. i'm sorry. i am human. no sarcasm required here. i want to embrace life. i want to live life to the fullest. thus, i would like to confess that i do not want to care so much about anyone who hates me :) . keep that in mind. it is good if these people do not care about all this, but if you do... it's better for you not to care, because it'd ruin your mind hehe..
Zsa Zsa quoted,'HUMAN ANNOY ME'. sometimes it makes sense. freakily it does. PEOPLE do ANNOY me. erghh... hugs. goodnight.
Zsa Zsa quoted,'HUMAN ANNOY ME'. sometimes it makes sense. freakily it does. PEOPLE do ANNOY me. erghh... hugs. goodnight.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
i want to sing.... i'm bored...
Song: Everybody wants to be a Cat
Everybody wants to be a cat,
because a cat's the only cat
who knows where it's at.
Everybody's pickin' up on that feline beat,
'cause everything else is obsolete.
Now a square with a horn,
can make you wish you weren't born,
ever'time he plays;
and with a square in the act,
he can set music back
to the caveman days.
I've heard some corny birds who tried to sing,
but a cat's the only cat
who knows how to swing.
Who wants to dig a long-haired gig or stuff like that?
When everybody wants to be a cat.
A square with that horn,
makes you wish you weren't born,
ever'time he plays;
and with a square in the act,
he's gonna set this music back
to the Stone Age days.
Everybody wants to be a cat,
because a cat's the only cat
who knows where it's at;
while playin' jazz you always has a Welcome mat,
'cause everybody digs a swingin' cat.
Everybody digs a swingin' cat.
Artist: Sheryl Crow
Song: Begin the Beguine
When they begin the beguine
It brings back the sound of music so tender,
It brings back a night of tropical splendor,
It brings back a memory ever green.
I'm with you once more under the stars,
And down by the shore an orchestra's playing
And even the palms seem to be swaying
When they begin the beguine.
To live it again is past all endeavor,
Except when that tune clutches my heart,
And there we are, swearing to love forever,
And promising never, never to part.
What moments divine, what rapture serene,
Till clouds came along to disperse the joys we had tasted,
And now when I hear people curse the chance that was wasted,
I know but too well what they mean;
So don't let them begin the beguine
Let the love that was once a fire remain an ember;
Let it sleep like the dead desire I only remember
When they begin the beguine.
Oh yes, let them begin the beguine, make them play
Till the stars that were there before return above you,
Till you whisper to me once more,
Darling, I love you!
And we suddenly know
What heaven we're in,
When they begin the beguine
Artist: Mick Hucknall
Song: I Love You
I love you
Hums the April breeze.
I love you
Echo the hills.
I love you
The golden dawn agrees
As once more she sees
Daffodils.
It's spring again
And birds on the wing again
Start to sing again
The old melody.
I love you,
That's the song of songs
And it all belongs
To you and me.
It's spring again
And birds on the wing again
Start to sing again
The old melody.
I love you,
That's the song of songs
And it all belongs
To you and me.
Artist: Natalie Cole
Song: Everytime We Say Goodbye
Everytime we say goodbye,
I die a little,
Everytime we say goodbye,
I wonder why a little,
Why the Gods above me,
who must be in the know.
Think so little of me,
they allow you to go.
When you're near,
there's such an air of spring about it,
I can hear a lark somewhere,
begin to sing about it,
There's no love song finer,
but how strange the change from major to minor,
Everytime we say goodbye.
When you're near,
there's such an air of spring about it,
I can hear a lark somewhere,
begin to sing about it,
There's no love song finer,
but how strange the change from major to minor,
Everytime we say goodbye.
Song: Spoonful of Sugar
Mary Poppins:[Spoken]
In ev'ry job that must be done
There is an element of fun
You find the fun and snap!
The job's a game
[Sung]And ev'ry task you undertake
Becomes a piece of cakeA lark!
A spree!
It's very clear to see that
A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way
A robin feathering his nest
Has very little time to rest
While gathering his bits of twine and twig
Though quite intent in his pursuit
He has a merry tune to toot
He knows a song will move the job along - for
A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way
[Interlude]The honey bee that fetch the nectar
From the flowers to the comb
Never tire of ever buzzing to and fro
Because they take a little nip
From ev'ry flower that they sip
And hence (And hence),
They find (They find)Their task is not a grind.
Ah-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h ah!
A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way
Artist: Nat King Cole
Song: I Love You (for sentimental reasons)
I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I'll give you my heart
I love you and you alone were meant for me
Please give your loving heart to me
And say we'll never part
I think of you every morning
Dream of you every night
Darling, i'm never lonely
Whenever you are in sight
I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart
I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart
Artist: Nat King Cole
Song: Non Dimenticar ( Don't Forget)
Non dimenticar means don't forget you are my darling
Don't forget to be
All you mean to me
Non dimenticar my love is like a star, my darling
Shining bright and clear
Just because you're here
Please do not forget that our lips have met
And i've held you tight, dear
Was it dreams ago my heart felt this glow?
Or only just tonight, dear?
Non dimenticar although you travel far, my darling
It's my heart you own, so i'll wait alone
Non dimenticar
Se ci separ¨°, se ci allontan¨°
L'ala del destino
Non ne ho colpa, no, e mi sentiro sempre a te vicino
Non dimenticar although you travel far, my darling
It's my heart you own, so i'll wait alone
Non dimenticar
Everybody wants to be a cat,
because a cat's the only cat
who knows where it's at.
Everybody's pickin' up on that feline beat,
'cause everything else is obsolete.
Now a square with a horn,
can make you wish you weren't born,
ever'time he plays;
and with a square in the act,
he can set music back
to the caveman days.
I've heard some corny birds who tried to sing,
but a cat's the only cat
who knows how to swing.
Who wants to dig a long-haired gig or stuff like that?
When everybody wants to be a cat.
A square with that horn,
makes you wish you weren't born,
ever'time he plays;
and with a square in the act,
he's gonna set this music back
to the Stone Age days.
Everybody wants to be a cat,
because a cat's the only cat
who knows where it's at;
while playin' jazz you always has a Welcome mat,
'cause everybody digs a swingin' cat.
Everybody digs a swingin' cat.
Artist: Sheryl Crow
Song: Begin the Beguine
When they begin the beguine
It brings back the sound of music so tender,
It brings back a night of tropical splendor,
It brings back a memory ever green.
I'm with you once more under the stars,
And down by the shore an orchestra's playing
And even the palms seem to be swaying
When they begin the beguine.
To live it again is past all endeavor,
Except when that tune clutches my heart,
And there we are, swearing to love forever,
And promising never, never to part.
What moments divine, what rapture serene,
Till clouds came along to disperse the joys we had tasted,
And now when I hear people curse the chance that was wasted,
I know but too well what they mean;
So don't let them begin the beguine
Let the love that was once a fire remain an ember;
Let it sleep like the dead desire I only remember
When they begin the beguine.
Oh yes, let them begin the beguine, make them play
Till the stars that were there before return above you,
Till you whisper to me once more,
Darling, I love you!
And we suddenly know
What heaven we're in,
When they begin the beguine
Artist: Mick Hucknall
Song: I Love You
I love you
Hums the April breeze.
I love you
Echo the hills.
I love you
The golden dawn agrees
As once more she sees
Daffodils.
It's spring again
And birds on the wing again
Start to sing again
The old melody.
I love you,
That's the song of songs
And it all belongs
To you and me.
It's spring again
And birds on the wing again
Start to sing again
The old melody.
I love you,
That's the song of songs
And it all belongs
To you and me.
Artist: Natalie Cole
Song: Everytime We Say Goodbye
Everytime we say goodbye,
I die a little,
Everytime we say goodbye,
I wonder why a little,
Why the Gods above me,
who must be in the know.
Think so little of me,
they allow you to go.
When you're near,
there's such an air of spring about it,
I can hear a lark somewhere,
begin to sing about it,
There's no love song finer,
but how strange the change from major to minor,
Everytime we say goodbye.
When you're near,
there's such an air of spring about it,
I can hear a lark somewhere,
begin to sing about it,
There's no love song finer,
but how strange the change from major to minor,
Everytime we say goodbye.
Song: Spoonful of Sugar
Mary Poppins:[Spoken]
In ev'ry job that must be done
There is an element of fun
You find the fun and snap!
The job's a game
[Sung]And ev'ry task you undertake
Becomes a piece of cakeA lark!
A spree!
It's very clear to see that
A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way
A robin feathering his nest
Has very little time to rest
While gathering his bits of twine and twig
Though quite intent in his pursuit
He has a merry tune to toot
He knows a song will move the job along - for
A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way
[Interlude]The honey bee that fetch the nectar
From the flowers to the comb
Never tire of ever buzzing to and fro
Because they take a little nip
From ev'ry flower that they sip
And hence (And hence),
They find (They find)Their task is not a grind.
Ah-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h ah!
A Spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
The medicine go down-wown
The medicine go down
Just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down
In a most delightful way
Artist: Nat King Cole
Song: I Love You (for sentimental reasons)
I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I'll give you my heart
I love you and you alone were meant for me
Please give your loving heart to me
And say we'll never part
I think of you every morning
Dream of you every night
Darling, i'm never lonely
Whenever you are in sight
I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart
I love you for sentimental reasons
I hope you do believe me
I've given you my heart
Artist: Nat King Cole
Song: Non Dimenticar ( Don't Forget)
Non dimenticar means don't forget you are my darling
Don't forget to be
All you mean to me
Non dimenticar my love is like a star, my darling
Shining bright and clear
Just because you're here
Please do not forget that our lips have met
And i've held you tight, dear
Was it dreams ago my heart felt this glow?
Or only just tonight, dear?
Non dimenticar although you travel far, my darling
It's my heart you own, so i'll wait alone
Non dimenticar
Se ci separ¨°, se ci allontan¨°
L'ala del destino
Non ne ho colpa, no, e mi sentiro sempre a te vicino
Non dimenticar although you travel far, my darling
It's my heart you own, so i'll wait alone
Non dimenticar
me thinking...
there is something missing in my life. i've been constantly feeling insecured, scared, paranoid and terribly... feeling empty. very empty. that is one reason why i can't stand holidays. i feel like i'm lack of purpose or something. i need to get myself together. but how? i'm still figuring that out. i wish i could do a lot of things.. i wish i could please Nini and take care of Z at the same time. On the other hand, i wish i could contribute something for mommy's business like how amon's doing. i wish that syam could always be there with me, and i wish i could spend a sufficient amount of time with my friends and cousin. but it's totally impossible isn't it? i cannot even find time to spend with myself. i'm sad. at least that is what i think i'm feeling right now... omG. ya nang cliche la... 'trying to find myself' shit.. ehehehehe....
very annoying song... still playing in my head!
Artist:
Colbie Caillat
Album: Coco
Title: Bubbly
Colbie Caillat
Album: Coco
Title: Bubbly
I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm
And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goesI always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go
wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
Monday, December 03, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Apa Reti Ya?
ok. what does 'tired of trying' mean? because that's what i think i am feeling right now. lol. leave that.
i just got back from mcD awhile ago. i'm dead tired and i wish that i'm out of kuching for the week. i'm really tired and frustrated about something. but i don't want to concentrate too much on my disappointments, because i believe that if i don't think about it too much, it'll just disappear. zachary's beside me now. he's one of the people in my life who could make me forget about whatever it is that i don't want to think about. skati la. kan?
i feel like abolishing all of my dissatisfaction right now, but it'd make this post all boring and lots of complaining, so i guess i'd just stop here. *muax*
i just got back from mcD awhile ago. i'm dead tired and i wish that i'm out of kuching for the week. i'm really tired and frustrated about something. but i don't want to concentrate too much on my disappointments, because i believe that if i don't think about it too much, it'll just disappear. zachary's beside me now. he's one of the people in my life who could make me forget about whatever it is that i don't want to think about. skati la. kan?
i feel like abolishing all of my dissatisfaction right now, but it'd make this post all boring and lots of complaining, so i guess i'd just stop here. *muax*
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
now that it's over
i kinda miss the studying time spent with my friends... it was so much FUN! and i've been complaining about studying then... hahaha.. was done with my final paper this morning. i just couldn't wait to get out of the exam hall. i was all blank and i think i filled in whatever that was in my head just now. waahhh... i feel like an idiot when i drove off after that. with deep disappointment towards myself, i went to Nini's and dozed off on her bed in the kitchen. i'll just wait and see la.. what to do? lols.. anyways, i had dinner with athila and her family and esther and amanda last night. nyaman juak la.. then we went to iglool right before sending esther home.. heheh.. sekda apa2 gilak la... i just realised that i miss my friends so much... nang gilak2 eh.. including nora, jen, eve,... the guys... munee, kakak, dedek,... naby... isshhhh.... i think i'm emo now. pa jak la!!
right now, i think i should do something worth my time. probably like contribute something to the community, especially children... sapa2 mok join aku beli gifts for 'Love in a Box', please call me.. or just buat if you think u want to. ~LoVe n KisSes~
right now, i think i should do something worth my time. probably like contribute something to the community, especially children... sapa2 mok join aku beli gifts for 'Love in a Box', please call me.. or just buat if you think u want to. ~LoVe n KisSes~
Photos taken after dinner lastnight.. :D
(from above to bottom: (i) me and esther, (ii) jojo and manda, (iii) manda and i)
lol
Friday, November 23, 2007
Strange Reflection - Hallo Miss OffBeat
i'm looking at myself and i feel like i'm so strange... like of all people, vanity does not suit me at all.. i am vain, but it's not me. i guess that's why i hate to look at myself in the mirror and do all those rasa cute pose... ish... i wish that i am. lols.
sometimes i think that i'm so boring i don't even make sense. half of the people i know can't seem to find joy talking to me... but why? i'm very dull. that's how evaluate myself. ish... i wish that i'm an interesting chatterbox. i've not much to talk about with people, because i know only few people.. and all i can talk about most of the time is myself (pls note that i'm doing it right now... and all through this blog you'd find stuff i wrote about me jak..)
anyways, i'll find more time talking about myself again after the two other papers i have to sit for this monday and tuesday, and if there's anyone reading this, please pray that i'll get through this semester with flying and dancing colours... and i'll love you forever and ever and ever...lols.. muacks!
sometimes i think that i'm so boring i don't even make sense. half of the people i know can't seem to find joy talking to me... but why? i'm very dull. that's how evaluate myself. ish... i wish that i'm an interesting chatterbox. i've not much to talk about with people, because i know only few people.. and all i can talk about most of the time is myself (pls note that i'm doing it right now... and all through this blog you'd find stuff i wrote about me jak..)
anyways, i'll find more time talking about myself again after the two other papers i have to sit for this monday and tuesday, and if there's anyone reading this, please pray that i'll get through this semester with flying and dancing colours... and i'll love you forever and ever and ever...lols.. muacks!
Today's WHOAS!!!!
The view from toll bridge.... :D romantic ehhh.... lolsss....
The view of the moon from Topspot!
Guess where I was then...
Sikda HASIL?
The moon zoomed....Saturday, November 10, 2007
my to do list :)
1) get well a.s.a.p.
2) study study study study
3) group study
4) ask for exercises from dearest classmates
5) pray pray pray pray
6) go work out so that i wont get sick anymore
7) get ready for finals
8) get over finals
9) get ready for HOLIDAY!
10) get ready to hold on to life (results pun keluar...)
2) study study study study
3) group study
4) ask for exercises from dearest classmates
5) pray pray pray pray
6) go work out so that i wont get sick anymore
7) get ready for finals
8) get over finals
9) get ready for HOLIDAY!
10) get ready to hold on to life (results pun keluar...)
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
what will happen?
i wish that i could be blind folded from all the crap that i shouldn't see. i wish that i could be one of those lucky people. wishing. that's all that i can do now. wishing.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
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