Friday, July 04, 2008

Read the post before this one first yea!


And so,what the passage was trying to describe was that: (Musim luruh - awk blh mcntai 2 org dlm 1masa.
Angin - awk adlh org k 3 dlm cnta 3segi.
Pokok - awk bgtu stia pd psgn awk.
Daun - awk adlh plygrl/plyboy.
Hujan - awk mahu cr ssorg y btl2 cnta n ambk brt ttg awk.
So itulh diri awk.) Cayak ko aku playgirl?aku gk x cayak..bt xkan i want to choose Pokok tua.i dunwana b described as old-yet!but all in all i thk suma org are HUJAN.am not ready to b hujan,but i knw that as a human,i feel that way,even the who had chosen autumn,angin,pokok..etc.tunggu i am sure i am adult enuf 2 feel dat way i hope sum1 wud show me wat that feeling actually means.haha.jiwang lok.ingga ku ngan dirik ku..

Thoughts.


Ok,so Nana sent me this text message which says: (Ada sbtg pokok y tua,.bl HUJAN 2run,ia mmbasahi pokok lantas pokok mnjadi subur,.lalu mngluarkn DAUN yg mrmbun n mrdupkn suasana,.bl msm LURUH tiba,.ANGIN mnrbgkn daun2 yg gugur...Jk dberi plhan,yg mane 1 anda pilih,HUJAN,ANGIN,MUSIM LURUH,DAUN,POKOK,..?Pilih 1 i tnggu answr u...)Lol.so i chose Daun,bcos macam nenang ati jak bunyik..and it says that..to be continued.

Monopoly!


Playing monopoly at nini's now..wth the boys..anak-anak tok nang gila duit la..

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Your Ex-Lover is Dead by Stars

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across pont champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...

Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say

I'm not sorry there's nothing to say...


*gosh.gosh.gosh. i'm really not sorry because i really have nothing to say...you know! :P~

Calendar Girl by Stars

if I am lost for a day; try and find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is the darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl whos in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always breath
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January,February,March,April,May I'm alive
June,July,August,September,October I'm alive
November,December,yah all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive


gosh i miss jennifer koo and noraniza mohamad like A LOT!!!!

You can go kiss my foot!


Hahaha!lawak da.udah gk tak urg kelayi bah.

Friday, June 27, 2008

WHAT IF..


1) I lost my voice forever
2) i move faraway from everyone
3) i get lucky and win millions
4) i give up my dreams
5) i give up studying
8) i fall in love-again!
7) i achieve that secret dream of mine
8) i know how to sew
9) i have a lucky charm
10) i am beautiful but have a short life..lol

Sunday, June 22, 2008

I wish I have a SCANNER..





I wana go home.. feels so angol in the office ehh...
Somebody saaaaaaaave me!!!!!!

Chasing after a Dream... never to achieve...

I've a dream. An idea. A thought that I will be never be sure of. In fact, when my mind's wondering of a bit, my hand would start working, drifting away, alongwith my dreams, ideas, my thoughts.
We can never expect what will happen to you next... so I'm anticipating, hoping that this will one day come true. What do yu think? Will it? I am sure I am not the best at it, but I am hoping that I will be one day be one of the best ~~~ mimpi jak la... my drawings are crapish... but I love creating new vibes... through it. lol

Fly, Dragon, Fly


Caught a glimpse
And threw it back
Identity disclosed
Displayed on a rack
Free aroaming above in flight
What lies inside
What's to be in sight.
Read. Decipher.
There'd be more than what meets the eyes
Never a clue
Only state of mind
A view,
To be shared and be found
Fluff of clouds are emerging the mounts
Fly, Dragon
Highest height
Runaway from ruins of mortality
Todays generality, in disguise of morality
Roam freely and never return
Be your own master and never be slaved
Be your own guidance
Please always be brave.
The world beyond awaits u, dear Dragon..so,
Fly, Dragon, Fly!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Me choc truffles~


,.that's for deserting me and keeping me waiting..

I made chocolate truffles lastnite!


~yumm..

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Breathless by Corrine Bailey Rae

Seems like everyone else has a love just for them,
I dont mind, we have such a good time,
My best friend, but sometimes, well,
I wish we could be more than friends,
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?

Oh.. I get so breathless,
when you call my name,
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, synchronicity
When we're all alone,
So don't tell me
You can't see
What im thinking of.

I can understand that you don't want to cross the line,
And you know i can't promise you things,
Will turn out fine,
But i have to be honest,
I want you to be mine
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?

Oh... I get so breathless,
when you call my name,
I've often wondered, do you feel the same?
There's a chemistry, energy, synchronicity
When we're all alone,
So don't tell me
You can't see

Oh! Cause I've tried to do this right in your own time
I've been telling with my eyes, my heart's on fire,
Why dont you realise?
Tell me do you know?
Tell me do you know?
I get so breathless...

Waaahhh!i love dis baju!



..makes my tummy look small.hehe...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

In this dark room...


In this dark room
The mind wanders off afar
A lot has passed
And now all messed
The thoughts evaporates
Killing the inside
Bursting the bubbles of hope
Of serenity and all kindness and faith
Banishing the colors off the kingdom
Of wisdom
There are not enough space
Nor there are time
Surrender i am to you
Do me as you please, but leave the rest behind..
My silly thoughts will wear off
I will behave
I'll be to you like an eternal slave
The time ahead
The space to be made
I will return..
But present interupts
I'm in the dark room.

Monday, June 09, 2008

Finals!


I am exhausted.i have loads to learn and i think my life is a mess right now..today i went to campus looking like a caterpillar..well,what is there to worry?all i have to do now is strive to achieve the best...i am able to do so..:-P

Friday, May 30, 2008

and it goes like... WHAT???

unexpectant. that's how it is these days. things happen naturally, yet we should never expect it to be the way we would want it to be. my life can be all screwed up at times. but i'll always try to get myself up again even though at times i might fail. so am i strong enough? i hope so. i need to be so. i wish i could be dependent on someone, but my problem is that i couldn't trust anyone so easily. although life has been real piece of shit sometimes, we gotta move on don't we?
there is probably such thing as happiness if you dare search for it long and wide, but when you've had enough of something that will bring you down over again, why waste time? I'M NOT BEING PESSIMISTIC! i'm just being plain realistic. i love every second i breathe, because it is like a never ending adventure to me. *i feel like slapping someone's face right now*
there are more to life than those who had hurt you or those who will do that.
Corporate Accounting is very hard because i'm such a lazy bum, Company Law is killing me because i dont feel like reading, Macroeconomics is so far away from my mind because I'm terribly panicked by the other two... OmG!MDM! :'(
yeah.. i'm not making any sense. blergh.

Way too far away from heaven..


*snores*

Friday, May 16, 2008

The Secret...

i am very proud of Jojo!she'd just received JPA scholarship to study medic in overseas! WOW! and she told me that she managed to do all that because she was very determined that she could do it... and that her secret was that she'll tell herself everyday that she's going to achieve all of her goals!!! i want to be that strong!!!!! and i will.. somehow.. lol muacks.

Monday, May 05, 2008

HAHAHA!!!!! I'm tired.. :~(

i am doing MDM assignment now.. very much like nak pisan tok...hmmm...