Big Busts Anyone?

Look what I found on the net!!! HAHAHAHA! I actually found it in this month's Female mag, and I terus googled to see if it is what I think it is~ HAHAHAHA!

http://www.f-cup-cookies.com/

HELP! :)

I've been sleeping in my mom's room and found bunch of fabrics in her wardrobe... Then somehow I thought of a few type of dresses that I might turn the fabric to....:

1)

2)

2) b. Should the sleeves be like the one on the left, or the one on the right?

These are the fabrics I found,.. but I guess I am allowed to choose either one only... (did I mention that my mom let me choose one to make a dress out of it? hehe):

So what do you think? The fabrics are soft and a bit see-through, but will look great if layered with another soft plain fabric with matching color inside... :)

Step1, Step 2, Step3,.....etc!

Lyrics | Travie McCoy lyrics - Billionaire lyrics

Let Me Tell You a Story, Baby

Let me tell you a story, Baby

Let me sing you the song

Just lie down next to me, Honey

Maybe then you'd sing along

I see how you dream oh Baby

As the light shines on you

I will make it come true, my Baby

This promise is for you...

Through the jungle, over the mountains

Above the clouds and under the sea

All these possibilities will come to be...

I see how you dream oh Baby

As you lie down beside me

Wishing is what I do now,

I'll make you see.

How come?

So I was making a reservation for a room at Camp Permai a while ago, for my aunt. A girl answered and said that there were 2 cabins available on the date that I requested for reservation. Great, I thought. For RM270 per room, per night, that was an awesome offer I couldn't say no to... Wondering why she did not ask for more information about me, I knew I had to ask her how is it that I could pay for the room, to confirm the booking. She said, "It's okay, just come over to the premise on the day you had requested, and you can pay on that day." Great, I thought, so I left her my full name, and called my aunt to tell her the news. My aunt was glad to know about it, but something in me itches, I just know that something's not right, so I called back to ask the girl her name. Alas, a man answered and I told him that need to change the date of the reservation. Guess what? He said there are no rooms left for bookings... (and then after he made some typing noises in the background LOL.. classic!), .. he said, "We can give you a room, but you'd have to purchase the WHOLE package" (WHOLE package = 5 nights, which costs like RM3499 for 6 people, and additional heads would have to be charged RM350 each)... I'm a business student you idiot. If per night, a cabin is worth RM270, how can 5 nights it can cost up to RM3499? Don't tell me Camp Permai's business's going down... kan? RM270 times 5 nights equals to like RM1350. Goodness me, is that what you call a "package"? Unless if the room's air-conditioned, and we have a chauffeur for each guest, then I might consider. LOL. I kinda got pissed, and let my aunt call them instead.

And I kinda sent this inquiry to them as well.. How come? Why? Is it just because of Rainforest Festival that they are jacking up the price. Donkeys Fishing Chicken! Unfair bah~

Oh well. I can always drive over and drive back right after the show ;)

Perasaan Takut yang Tidak Boleh Dilawan~

TIPU! BULAK! You can defeat FEAR. I CAN. I am currently surrounded by so many things that are slowly choking me. Pushing me, PRESSURING me from various ways, various angles.

I am scared. I am full of fear. Full of fear to fail. I've learnt so much. But why can't I apply? I can, can't I? I will. I MUST, most importantly. I'm not a child anymore, and I can't afford to be that loser.

I want to lead. I want to know more. Help me, God. Push me to the right side. The right path.. I am a believer.. show me that I can do this. Amin.

<3

Happy Birthday to ME! ngehehehe!

Hey, it's my birthday again! S2 And I'm 15 years old young ;)

Oh so ACCURATE! :)

Sunday Reading? :)

ANGRY THOUGHTS

WOO WOO~ I dunno how else to describe this feeling.. Hyper, I guess?

Male Friends I've Got to Have :)

"http://lifestyle.malaysia.msn.com/Relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3888740"

Rumblings, Mumblings, Blab blab blab!

I am in the dining hall with all my books and papers. I am very nervous and I'm trying to figure out how to achieve these things... I realise that I've been ignorant. Not entirely, but I have been ignorant enough to not apply what I know, what I've learnt. So I jotted down in my notebook
earlier:

->Lack Experience? --> GAIN IT!
-> BUT HOW?!!

I can do a lot, but I'm just unsure about it. I know a lot.. and I can do a lot.. then again, I am lack of experience? Should I bend down and listen?~ Not a good idea.. Nobody will have the time to make me understand what's actually going on. I have to have the heart to absorb all these tiny matters. How can they not be well-organised when they have more experience than me? Aren't they scared of errors? How about late submission of documents? How can I contribute?

I got home to Nini's and heard about "Piagam Madinah" (or "the Medina Treaty") and I relate that with the Al-Qafiroon surah... and also the commotion in West Malaysia... the stuff that they did, they really don't needto go through all that, right? We are all human. We are all equal, the Treaty and surah strongly discourages us from fighting over silly stuff as this. So we believe in the same God, and the different religions that we believe in originate from the same part of the world... what is wrong with using the same word to call our God? Maybe, just maybe, we'd need to educate each other on this. Maybe we too should be educated to understand more about what we're not sure of... It's up to God who he favours. Today, a disbeliever (to our respective religions) may not understand or see what we have, but tomorrow we might not no.. So why the violence?
[more on the Medina Treaty/Constitution]

Just some thoughts I thought I needed to clear out...

xx
~nuTt*~

The Underdogs Lyrics (Weezer)

Everything we fight for seems to get shot down
No one seems to notice; it's like we ain't around
They tear us into pieces and throw us here and there
No one knows how much we care
So much pain
So many tears
So much hurt
When we gonna learn? Oh
We got to give our best
And push until we break on through

We're shooting straight for the top
Our engine never will stop
This is our destiny
Nothing's too good to be
We know the score
We're gonna break down the door
You wish you were at lunch
This time we got a hunch
We're the underdogs

The people that we trusted really let us down
Everybody wants to fly and never hit the ground
They treat us like we're pieces in a parlor game
Leaving us to take the blame
We don't care
We don't mind
We won't come
When they call, oh
We're takin' what they give
Cuz we can rise above it all

Feeling the pain
Hearing the names
We struggle till we are broken
For all this hurt, we thank you

<3

Not This. Not Now.

This is NOT the best feeling I've ever had. I don't like it at all. I feel kinda down and it Sucks!

How can I boost myself back UP?

*sniffs*

1969?

http://news.malaysia.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3774484

If you're wondering what will disrupt our future, it's ignorance. Some people should learn to understand other people's culture before making a fuss of it. I mean, have you forgotten what was taught earlier in school? This may be a bit controversial, but if people do not widen their knowledge on certain things such as this one, we're gonna have to go through the uunecessaries all over again.

xx

Managing Yourself - Part I: Motivating Yourself

OK, so Amon and I kinda read the first part of Grolier Business Library's 'Managing Yourself'. And I found out that I am a person that may be motivated by what I want to ACHIEVE and the feeling of BELONGING to something, someone or a group.. Amon is definitely a person motivated by the need to have influence.. hehe..

This book further explained that while we are either (or may be influenced by 2 or all 3) of these motivators -- needing to achieve, needing to belong and needing to influence... we are driven by factors that may motivate us. The author setted up 5 drivers that dictates on how we do things, which individually for each person might be different. These drivers may be used for us to set our own standards when we do things... These drivers are: Speed, Perfection, Approval, Effort and Strength. Speed is the standard of a person who's always in a hurry. These people will never miss deadlines, are known to be efficient, may need less time for preparation, are quick-thinking and works best under pressure..with strict deadlines. Unfortunately, these are the people who would tend to be impatient and may pressurise others, who's always hasty and are prone to mistakes, talks quickly and may be interrupting (plus won't be able to listen to other people), rushes a bit too much to be on time and may not have enough time to check on potential mistakes. (This is soooo Amon and Sin)
A person bound on the standard of perfection are known to be accurate at making any jobs, less likely to make mistakes, will always have contingency plans for potential problems, reliable, well-organised and are always well-presented. On the other hand, these people may be so detailed that they may confuse others, would be a bit slow because they always have to make sure that their work is right, very critical, may lead to hesitation, often have hard time to trust others so that everyone will abide to the perfection standard as well, and may be quite poor at meeting deadlines. (Mommy, Nabs, and sometimes me)
The person who'd standardise him/herself to the Approval of others are usually those who are called pleasers. These people are good at smoothing things over, who are also good-listeners, intuitive, kind and considerate, understanding and well-liked. I want to admit that I am this, but I am not sure that I am always a kind person, although I always put other people's feelings before mine :P.. The disadvantages for these kind of people is that they may cause misunderstandings due to acting on intuition rather than checking facts, may not tell people the truth although they know that these people are wrong (because they'd hate to upset people), may be seen as weak, due to reluctance to put forward ideas and opinions, they might also have difficulties in saying NO (nang aku la),... and take criticism too personally (emotional).. (Yep this is me.. and Amon padah Liyana too.. because she's a sweet and sensitive person.. I'm not too sweet I guess)..
Forth driver is the standard of the Trier, a person driven by Effort. These people are hardworkers and they will never give up...They are enthusiastic, thorough (will look at all the possibilities and options), well-motivated, and yep, they work HARD! The downturn of having this as a driver is that they can turn simple tasks become hard due to the enthusiasm, they may start things, but never finish it..may volunteer for too much, becoming over-committed, and will be more concerned with effort rather than success! I know Sin is a hard-worker who's well motivated, but I think he always finishes his work ba...
Strength reflects the standard of the coper.. they never over-react and panic, they deal calmly with angry, upset or difficult people, and they could deal with difficult and stressful situations. They are very good at handling crisis when others panic, they are very honest, predictable, reliable and steady. But they may have the tendency to be afraid of letting people down. They can be hard to know, because their feelings are covered up. Besides that, they might not be aware of this, but being so strong may make them feel over-loaded inside, because they'd refuse to seek help from people and they hate admitting weakness. They see failure to cope with everything as a weakness. I see a lot of this in Athila. She's a very strong person, but I doubt that she's all emo inside. Maybe she is, who knows... but we love you just the same, hunny :)

I'm gonna continue with this soon... this kinda things are a bit eye-opening when you read more and more on it :P It may not be too accurate, maybe it'd help me work out my hidden strength :D

I'll come back with more... gotta do some work now..

XX
Nadia!

Fortune Cookie Reading: 28-12-2009

Come to Momma, Money! HAHAHA

Off-Setting~