21 Types of Negative Friends

Does being a bad friend make you a BAD FRIEND?

This image here is of a book I think :P I googled for it~ ngehehe..

I actually got this from a magazine (was it herworld or female or marie claire? I don't remember) But can get a glimpse of it here: "When Friendship Hurts" by Jan Yager.. (title nya ya emo eh!)

Nobody's perfect, so I think I am these:

2. The Taker Borrows (I almost always loses my friends' things~ Sorry, Munee --CD and DVD *sobs*)

5. The Self-Absorbed (Especially when I am busy with studies/work... I feel like I've done this to Mai lately :( )

12. The Downer (This WAS me. Not anymore. Things have changed me to become better I guess? CONFIDENCE baby, CONFIDENCE!~ Kesian Aizud, my mangsa emo... and Saiful too sometimes :P~ Love you two! )

15. The Loner (NOT ALL THE TIME. Just when I need the space. I can't even be with Chee Sin then... I bet nobody ever notices much... at least I hope that they don't :O )

16. The Blood Sucker (Chee Sin, I'm your girlfriend, yet I am not THAT overly dependent~ :P just trying to make a point here.. :P )

17. The Therapist (kadang2 ingin nak rasa smart ba LOL, I'd only do this when friends are willing to utilise my service :D)

21. The Caretaker (WAS. Naby suka bully me. Whatever~ lol. 21's my favourite number ;) )

heehee... do you think I am any of the rest? TELL ME!!!~~ Because through self-evaluation, I can't really feel the rest :D

First Day at Work!

The pictures taken weren't from work itself though,... it was taken during lunch time. Best aie, because I didn't know that Ezra and Al-Azfar was like working nearby. Mun gitok, ada la lunch buddy!! heehee.. :D And yea.. Amon suroh upload cepat2 so that Liyana will check it out and makin rindu him. Liyana! I'm like so ingga here!!! LOL... xx

OK OK.... I've gotta go do work now :D

HE HE HE~

http://entertainment.malaysia.msn.com/Celebrity/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3735907

I do think that 17 year old Taylor Lautner is hot.... what HE HE-ed me was this part: "... and Taylor Swift Barbie is sold seperately." HE HE. Gago kali jak :P

This is DEFINITELY a call for HELP! HELLLLPPPP!!!

Trust Me...

... This Is...

A D E S P E R A T E C A L L F O R H E L P !

"My gift is my song

And this one's for you

And you can tell everybody

That this is your song

It maybe quite simple

But now that it's done

Hope you don't mind

I hope you don't mind

That I put down in words

How wonderful life is now you're in the world"

Tell me which girl will not fall for this. One important thing that any girl would expect in a relationship is to be appreciated (although I know that we would rather have guys know about this themselves, kan?~ seems more magical that way, lame, but where's the fun without that mystery, kan?). Picture a guy who sees all the best things about her behind her arrogance, stupidity or naivety... I strongly feel that guys seek for the same thing as well... but they are always afraid to admit it, and mostly too dumb to realise it... oh well, your loss :P

I better start praying now. God Bless~

Let us see if this will work....

Reminiscing the times when the 'parents' of my family would sit together with the younger ones talking about what they wanted to do when they were younger led me to think: "Do I want to ONLY talk about what I always wanted to be when I have childern one day?" ~ Because you know how people always say that "Talk is Cheap!" If you really want to do some thing, forget about the possibilities of failures that are about to befall you, since you know that when you fall, there will always be a reason for you to jump back up when you want to right? So where am I now? I just recovered from fever. I am done with final exams that I am hoping so badly to pass (Please, God, Please make sure that I pass all!), and I have so many things that I want to do, that is actually waiting for me to choose which to do first.
Motivation? I need self-motivation. I have family and friends who believe in me (maybe not all, but most of them could see what I see). Money? Boleh dicari. I can start selling things as soon as I wish to, right?

Should I think over on this?

It was..

an excrutiating pain. betol sik spell ya? I'm very tired and sick.

Maybe I am an Ego Maniac... So?

I do not care about what was lost.

I do not want to know what happened to the rest along the roads of the past.

I do not regret, as much as I would have been earlier after failures.

I think experiences make a person, and so I am now.

I do not turn back to the past.

I am strong and I believe that I am good enough for the future.

If there were scabs, hurt and pain, after awhile, I will heal myself with the faith I have.

I think patience strenghthens my beliefs.

And my strongest belief is in God.

I am beautiful.

I am strong.

I believe in Love, Knowledge and being true to myself.

Forgiveness would be the hardest thing to give...

But when you give one person a chance, then maybe you can change the world... bit by bit.

I am after all, human

Like you, and you, and you.

I can't simply avoid mistakes that cannot be undone.. and so can't you.

You might not be able to resist negativities, and so can't I.

But the world is round, and with the existence of Gravity:

What goes up, must eventually come down~

Philosophy to me is nothing more than the years and years of observation.

We learn from it.

We live it everyday.

So don't question me about my egoism.

This is me. I choose to be this way.

What you are, is then up to you.

<3

And this Life is Beautiful.

Thank you, God.

Not Feelin' Too Good

Feels like dying. My heads in pain, my whole body's as if it is numb. I have too much to do, and I can't afford to be SICK~ feckaroo~ :(

Sidney Sheldon novels!

2005 - The Other Side of Me
2004 - Are You Afraid of the Dark? : A Novel (Sheldon, Sidney) (read)
=1999 - Bloodline (read)
1999 - Sidney Sheldon 2-In-1: The Naked Face/the Stars Shine Down (read both at the same time)
1997 - The Best Laid Plans (read)
1995 - Morning Noon and Night (read)
1990 - Memories of Midnight (read)
1989 - Rage of Angels (read)
1985 - If Tomorow Comes (read)
1984 - Naked Face (read)
1980 - Rage of Angels (read)
1977 - Other Side of Midnight (read)
Master of the game (read)
Night of the Fox and Windmills of the Gods
Windmills of the Gods
The Doomsday Conspiracy
Outbreak
Stranger in the Mirror (read)
The Sky Is Falling (read)
Nothing Lasts Forever (read)
Tell me your dreams

~~I am going to the bookstore for the his novels i've not read, after finals, of course!~~ :)