Monday, November 30, 2009

Maybe I am an Ego Maniac... So?

I do not care about what was lost.
I do not want to know what happened to the rest along the roads of the past.
I do not regret, as much as I would have been earlier after failures.
I think experiences make a person, and so I am now.
I do not turn back to the past.
I am strong and I believe that I am good enough for the future.
If there were scabs, hurt and pain, after awhile, I will heal myself with the faith I have.
I think patience strenghthens my beliefs.
And my strongest belief is in God.
I am beautiful.
I am strong.
I believe in Love, Knowledge and being true to myself.
Forgiveness would be the hardest thing to give...
But when you give one person a chance, then maybe you can change the world... bit by bit.
I am after all, human
Like you, and you, and you.
I can't simply avoid mistakes that cannot be undone.. and so can't you.
You might not be able to resist negativities, and so can't I.
But the world is round, and with the existence of Gravity:
What goes up, must eventually come down~
Philosophy to me is nothing more than the years and years of observation.
We learn from it.
We live it everyday.
So don't question me about my egoism.
This is me. I choose to be this way.
What you are, is then up to you.
And this Life is Beautiful.
Thank you, God.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Not Feelin' Too Good

Feels like dying. My heads in pain, my whole body's as if it is numb. I have too much to do, and I can't afford to be SICK~ feckaroo~ :(

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Sidney Sheldon novels!

2005 - The Other Side of Me
2004 -
Are You Afraid of the Dark? : A Novel (Sheldon, Sidney) (read)
1999 - Bloodline (read)
1999 -
Sidney Sheldon 2-In-1: The Naked Face/the Stars Shine Down (read both at the same time)
1997 -
The Best Laid Plans (read)
1995 -
Morning Noon and Night (read)
1990 -
Memories of Midnight (read)
1989 -
Rage of Angels (read)
1985 -
If Tomorow Comes (read)
1984 -
Naked Face (read)
1980 -
Rage of Angels (read)
1977 - Other Side of Midnight (read)
Master of the game (read)
Night of the Fox and Windmills of the Gods
Windmills of the Gods
The Doomsday Conspiracy
Stranger in the Mirror (read)
The Sky Is Falling (read)
Nothing Lasts Forever (read)
Tell me your dreams

~~I am going to the bookstore for the his novels i've not read, after finals, of course!~~ :)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Listenin' to Incubus's 'Here in My Room',.. while doing this quiz... Worrying about Finals! ~

Dear Sara Nadia Suib, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

  • You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...
  • You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.
  • You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”
  • You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
  • You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.
  • You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions.
  • You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Plan lepas Finals...

1) jual baju yang tidak dipakai lagi
2) kumpol duit
3) cari jalan untok menjamin masa depan~

Title: After Finals Plans
1) sell clothes are not used anymore
2) save money!
3) find ways to ensure a secured future


Thursday, November 05, 2009

It's just one of those days, that you don't want to wake up...

... everything is *toot*... everybody sucks! AHAHA. Goodness me, I feel like crying again. What is wrong with me? I've got no reason to feel sad... yet here I am, trying to resist myself from shedding a tear..
Oh, everything that surrounds me, plus my own condition right now, they're making me feel even worst. Everything at home seem so... down, blue, sad, tired, angry.... in short, all those unnecessary sickening thoughts. I can't cry, and I totally can't get sick now. I want to do my best this time 'round! <3