Rumblings, Mumblings, Blab blab blab!

I am in the dining hall with all my books and papers. I am very nervous and I'm trying to figure out how to achieve these things... I realise that I've been ignorant. Not entirely, but I have been ignorant enough to not apply what I know, what I've learnt. So I jotted down in my notebook
earlier:

->Lack Experience? --> GAIN IT!
-> BUT HOW?!!

I can do a lot, but I'm just unsure about it. I know a lot.. and I can do a lot.. then again, I am lack of experience? Should I bend down and listen?~ Not a good idea.. Nobody will have the time to make me understand what's actually going on. I have to have the heart to absorb all these tiny matters. How can they not be well-organised when they have more experience than me? Aren't they scared of errors? How about late submission of documents? How can I contribute?

I got home to Nini's and heard about "Piagam Madinah" (or "the Medina Treaty") and I relate that with the Al-Qafiroon surah... and also the commotion in West Malaysia... the stuff that they did, they really don't needto go through all that, right? We are all human. We are all equal, the Treaty and surah strongly discourages us from fighting over silly stuff as this. So we believe in the same God, and the different religions that we believe in originate from the same part of the world... what is wrong with using the same word to call our God? Maybe, just maybe, we'd need to educate each other on this. Maybe we too should be educated to understand more about what we're not sure of... It's up to God who he favours. Today, a disbeliever (to our respective religions) may not understand or see what we have, but tomorrow we might not no.. So why the violence?
[more on the Medina Treaty/Constitution]

Just some thoughts I thought I needed to clear out...

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~nuTt*~

The Underdogs Lyrics (Weezer)

Everything we fight for seems to get shot down
No one seems to notice; it's like we ain't around
They tear us into pieces and throw us here and there
No one knows how much we care
So much pain
So many tears
So much hurt
When we gonna learn? Oh
We got to give our best
And push until we break on through

We're shooting straight for the top
Our engine never will stop
This is our destiny
Nothing's too good to be
We know the score
We're gonna break down the door
You wish you were at lunch
This time we got a hunch
We're the underdogs

The people that we trusted really let us down
Everybody wants to fly and never hit the ground
They treat us like we're pieces in a parlor game
Leaving us to take the blame
We don't care
We don't mind
We won't come
When they call, oh
We're takin' what they give
Cuz we can rise above it all

Feeling the pain
Hearing the names
We struggle till we are broken
For all this hurt, we thank you

<3

Not This. Not Now.

This is NOT the best feeling I've ever had. I don't like it at all. I feel kinda down and it Sucks!

How can I boost myself back UP?

*sniffs*

1969?

http://news.malaysia.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3774484

If you're wondering what will disrupt our future, it's ignorance. Some people should learn to understand other people's culture before making a fuss of it. I mean, have you forgotten what was taught earlier in school? This may be a bit controversial, but if people do not widen their knowledge on certain things such as this one, we're gonna have to go through the uunecessaries all over again.

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