Apa Reti Ya?

ok. what does 'tired of trying' mean? because that's what i think i am feeling right now. lol. leave that.
i just got back from mcD awhile ago. i'm dead tired and i wish that i'm out of kuching for the week. i'm really tired and frustrated about something. but i don't want to concentrate too much on my disappointments, because i believe that if i don't think about it too much, it'll just disappear. zachary's beside me now. he's one of the people in my life who could make me forget about whatever it is that i don't want to think about. skati la. kan?
i feel like abolishing all of my dissatisfaction right now, but it'd make this post all boring and lots of complaining, so i guess i'd just stop here. *muax*