a letter to you

dear you
i'm tired of feeling this way. i always had someone to lean on to and now i cannot even believe in anyone - at all. i'm tired of all those people making me feel like shit. i'm tired of of idiots who couldn't grow up. i'm tired of liars and cheaters. i don't think i could breathe anymore, thinking about all this. i have no one to help me anymore. no one for me to share my thoughts with. no one to care for me. i hate you. i hate you so much. it will always be me. i'll always be the wrong one. you will never be satisfied until you know that i'm miserable. well i am. i hope that when you read this you will be laughing your balls off for i have died in your torture. i will never love and be loved by anyone ever again.