Friday, August 29, 2008

Love Song~Sarah Bareilles

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.
Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.
I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.
Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,
I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Lovely Day

LOVELY DAY
(Bill Withers / Skip Scarborough)
Bill Withers - 1978
Also recorded by: Clarence Carter; Georgie Fame; Hootie & the Blowfish; Lucio Hopper; Wilbert Longmire;Out of Eden; Shakatak; Sybil; Take 6; Vibes.

When I wake up in the morning, love
And the sunlight hurts my eyes
And something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind
Then I look at you
And the world's all right with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day... lovely day, lovely day, lovely day ...
When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way
Then I look at you
And the world's all right with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day.....
When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way
Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be
A lovely day......

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

SOMEONE HATES ME!

Haziq says:
i hate u

Aku bukan Nadia Dahulu... MAHAHAHAHAH (ketawa raja)

'Gonna take my chance
Gonna rock and dance
Gonna hit the ground
With a brand new sound
Looking for romance...'
'Glorious Day, Weezer'

WEEZER-ing lol

My Best Friend
When everything is wrong I'll come talk to youYou make things alright when I'm feeling blueYou are such a blessing and I wont be messingwith the one thing that brings light to all of my darknessYou are my best friendand I love you, and I love youYes I doThere is no other one that can take your placeI feel happy inside when I see your faceI hope you believe meBecause I speak sincerelyand I mean it when I tell you I need youYou are my best friendand I love you, and I love youYes I doI'm here right beside youI will never leave youand I feel the pain you feel when you start cryingYou are my best friendand I love you, and I love youYes I doYou are my best friendand I love you, and I love youYes I doYes I do...Yes I do


Perfect Situation
What's the deal with my brain?Why am I so obviously insane?In a perfect situationI let love down the drain.There's the pitch, slow and straight.All I have to do is swingand I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.Hungry nights, once againNow it's getting unbelievable.'Cause I could not have it better,But I just can't get no playFrom the girls, all aroundAs they search for someone to hold onto.I just pass through...singing...Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.Singing...Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.Get your hands off the girl,Can't you see that she belongs to me?And I don't appreciate this excess company.Though I can't satisfy all the needs she hasAnd so she starts to wander...Can you blame her?singing...Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.Singing...Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.Tell me there's a logic out there.Leading me to better prepareFor the day that something really special might come.Tell me there's some hope for me.I don't wanna be lonelyFor the rest of my days on the earth.[solo]Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.Singing...Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.Singing...Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


The Damage in Your Heart
One more time I have crossed the line.Now you won’t be mine anymore.One more dream vanished up in smoke.Now I have no hope anymore.Let it go.The damage in your heartLet it go.The damage in your heartI can’t tell you how the words will make me feel.I can’t tell you how the words will make me feel.One more tear falling down your faceDoesn’t mean that much to the worldOne more loss in a losing lifeDoesn’t hurt so bad anymore.Let it go.The damage in your heartLet it go.The damage in your heartI can’t tell you how the words will make me feel.I can’t tell you how the words will make me feel.One more tear falling down your faceDoesn’t mean that much to the worldLet it go.The damage in your heartLet it go.The damage in your heartI can’t tell you how the words will make me feel.I can’t tell you how the words will make me feel.


Fall Together
We go together babyAnd if you doI'll be your weakness babyAnd get to youStream lineMain lineFall together, get upAny time you want me babyI'll be aroundThat's what they teach you babyTo dig my soundStream lineMain lineFall together, get upStream lineMain lineFall together, get upYeah, yeah, yeah


Why Bother
i know i should get next to you you've got a look that made me think you're cool but it's just sexual attraction it's nothing real so i'd better keep whackin why bother it's gonna hurt me it's gonna kill when you desert me this happened to me twice before won't happen to me anymore i've known a lotta girls before what's the harm in knowing one more? maybe we could even get together maybe you could break my heart next summer why bother it's gonna hurt me it's gonna kill when you desert me this happened to me twice before won't happen to me anymore it's a crying shame i'm all alone not with you - nor her - nor anyone won't deny me of my head crack it open and then i would share why bother it's gonna hurt me it's gonna kill when you desert me this happened to me twice before won't happen to me anymore

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

beauties



beautiful pics i got from auntie lalita...lol... nya padah tangan amon lam gambar ya pelik. lol

fear.hurt.happiness

this week i managed to learn a bit more about stuff. i'm scared i might not have enough time i could spend with the people i love the most. i went to visit my grandma before i go off later this evening. at first she did not want to react to me. until i showed her that i still keep the ring she gave me. she was admitted last friday.she was unconcious for a few hours and had a short term memory lost which got me very worried that i quickly purchase a ticket to KL.she improved and was discharged yesterday. but she seemed quite tired and weak and she could only mumble to speak.she cried when i left. i had to hold myself firm so that i won't burst to tears myself. i made her promise just now that if she gets stronger the next time i return to KL i'll definitely will bring her out around KL. she cried a bit more.but i kissed her and told her that i'll be seeing her soon and she replied,'OK la' which left me smiling for awhile. i'm keeping my word.i will return to see her and make her happy again. i Love her so much. and i hope that she'll get better and better everyday so that she'll be in a happier state. i'm gona miss my family here in KL and i hope that God will always protect them from harm wherever they are all over the world, so as those that i love and who loves me.

xoxo
Nadia~

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Ideology of an Idiot.

What were ideas that were considered idiotic to some but are still practiced by many?

Sitauk how to start here. macam stuck jak. WAR maybe is one of them... nak? come on la. be diplomatic. you dun need to kill people to get something right? abolishing other people's homes and workplaces... and killing old folks, women and children... 'accidentally' (yeah right)... you dun need some complicated overly sophisticated words to express yourselves to others. mun jealous pun... sik lalu nak bunoh urg. sabar bahhhh... lol. apa ka? i'm crapping again... omG.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

susah. susah gilak

okay, here goes...

i'm here
stuck with words
that i couldn't come up with
it's wrong
it's against me
so i'm shutting up
not displaying
not hinting
not trying to make you see through me
because you'll see underneath it all
is just a scum
an urchin
a useless torn tissue
discolored.

so it'd be like this
just as it is
no more emotional communication
nor sadness alike
just as it is.

just as it is
as susah as it might be.

let it be.

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

crying because of a receipt

i lost the receipt! i'm so sad! omG! everything is not going to well for me today. all because of that receipt... i hope the sales girl kesian me and let me change the item with a new one later. :( i want that baju so badly!!!!!!! *feet stomping*