I Woke Up One Morning and... HELP!

Help, I need somebody,

Help, not just anybody,

Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,

I never needed anybody's help in any way.

But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,

Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down

And I do appreciate you being round.

Help me, get my feet back on the ground,

Won't you please, please help me?

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,

My independence seems to vanish in the haze.

But every now and then I feel so insecure,

I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down

And I do appreciate you being round.

Help me, get my feet back on the ground,

Won't you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,

I never needed anybody's help in any way.

But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,

Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down

And I do appreciate you being round.

Help me, get my feet back on the ground,

Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.

~ One day I woke up from bed and found out that I'm older than I was yesterday... It disappoints me, because being wiser meant having more responsibilities and not being able to be carefree as I was before. I've not been doing things right... I'm 22 and I've been selfish the whole time. And it scares me. It's scaring the shit out of me..

Just a few nights ago, while I was going out with Sin, I broke down into tears (out of nowhere) and I realised all these.. I am sad. I am an adult (age wise). I am supposed to be responsible and I should take charge of my life, but how?

He repeated these 5 points to me the whole night, and I actually noted it down on my board...:

1) Never give up in anything I believe in

2) Have high confidence in it

3) Never let anyone's words and actions affect my believes (not even his)

4) Remember all of points 1), 2) and 3) (hold it in my believes) FOREVER!!!!... and

5) Do all the steps 1), 2), 3) and 4)

~ Now, where am I going to start? How am I going to do this? What is my goals and belief?

I'll update soon~ <3