Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Naughty, Naughty Girl!

Gosh, I know what some might think with the title I've chosen for this post, especially coming from a girl my age..
No, darling. Don't even go there.. I'm about to tell a story today, through this blogpost. A story about my childhood experience, about being a lousy person that I've always been. And it's got to stop, though at times resisting it might be close too impossible.
When I was a child, my parents would tell me off when I misbehaved by telling me to not be 'naughty'. Then, I was always trying not to be mean to my little brother (Amon), or tried my best to do very, very well in school (kindergarten) and you know... all those!
Now, I'm back to wanting to become that kid, pushing away the nasties~, wanting to be competitive? (Eh, NO, I hate competing, maybe competing with my goals, but not with anyone else). I don't want to be 'naughty'. I don't want to be screwed up. I'm going to get through this, I'm not going to TRY anymore. NO MORE TRYING. <3

"Luke: All right, I'll give it a try.
Yoda: No. Try not. Do... or do not. There is no try."
(Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back)


(_.·´¯`·×» candies said...

I can never imagine you being the naughty look so muka baik bah...


~nuTt*~ said...

you're so right... lol. but all in all i'm trying not to be all lousy all the time. I am feeling lousy eh. huhhh...